Melancholy Shades Of Grey

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother. I am invisible, like a nightshade, or the souls of the departed. Felt but only when passed through. Forever to observe never to interact. That is the fate, the edict I suffer. To only ever be noticed when I'm needed or when my melancholy greyness infringes on the yellow, red and oranges of the ordinary happy man. So why to I even bother trying to become a part of their world when I know in the end I will just be sent back to my shades, my shadows. I don't really expect anyone to read this seeing as how no one ever really seems to care about anything I have to say. "I a rock, I am an island, for a rock feels no pain. And an island never cries." Wise words to live by. So back in the haydays of yor I creep, ever as slight and unseen as before. I was never here, I am just the memory of the whisper of the east wind, lest important of the four, so soft a contact with your conscienciousness that it may have been just a dream.

The Seven Deadly Sins

Por scheiße y giggles... (That's four languages right there yo, look at me and my bad self!)

Put an X next to the things that apply to you.

Have you ever...
[x] been drunk. (ish)
[] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.(ish)
[x] shoplifted.
[] been fired.
[] been in a fist fight
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[] been arrested.
[] made out with a stranger
[x] stole something from your job.
[] celebrated new years in times square.
[] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[] cheated on a bf/gf.
[] been cheated on.
[x] had a sweet sixteen.
[] had a quinceanera.
[] had a car.
[x] drove

Do you...
[] have a boyfriend.
[] have a girlfriend.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy. (ish)
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room. (2)
[] listen to rap/r&b.
[x] listen to rock.
[] listen to alternative.
[x] listen to pop.
[x] paint your nails
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.(to bed)
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[] cyber.
[x] like to sing.
[x] like to dance.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[] have long hair.
[] have short hair.
[x] have medium length hair
[] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop. (ish)
[] have a pager.

Are you...
[x] bored.
[x] happy. (ish)
[x] white.
[] black.
[] spanish.
[] asian.
[] short. (ish)
[x] tall(er).
[] grounded.
[x] open-minded.
[x] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[] taken.
[] looking.
[x] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[] drinking something.
[] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[] homophobic.
[] racist

(Oh yeah and if you're wondering why only half the x's are red, well my hand got tired.)
Random Quote of the day:
"If they find us they will pants us, gind us into tiny pieces and then blast us into oblivion!" -Star Wars Pantsified